| its already november!
fall is saying goodbye.
& i havent updated in over a month!
a lot has been going on.
actually, too much for me to handle sometimes.
college in general is just mind boggling.
but i've been handling everything calm & rationally.
my faith stands firm.
but i've been becoming more of a lazy christian.
its really hard for me being away from my home church.
i need motivation.
inspiration.
discipline.
God needs to tear me apart.
theres nothing wrong with mary washington.
the campus is beautiful.
its not all that i asked for, but what else should i expect?
i love my classes and professors.
friends i met here are some of the coolest/most interesting people i know.
i dont feel satisfied here for some reason though.
i still feel like i belong somewhere else.
i dont know why God placed me here at the last minute.
again, i have NOTHING against this school.
i actually really like it here.
but somethings always telling me that i dont belong here.
i'm a senior in highschool all over again.
i'm applying to colleges to transfer to.
God, place me where I feel content.
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